Hi there Xanga! Wow. Sorry it's been so long. Quite a bit has happened with my life since I've last posted.
I'm married now with a baby, and I'm living in Tokyo - and my husband won the lottery! We're living in a castle.
Just kidding. I'm totally single and ready/not ready to mingle! There's no way I could possibly be pregnant...and I don't live anywhere near Japan, unfortunately. It's okay, though. I'm happy with good ol' TN. And trust me...it'll be a good while before I get married. I don't live in a castle, but I'd probably get scared or lost in one anyway.
Well, I was uploading new songs to my iTunes and thought "I miss Shuffle!" So I'm back for that. We'll get to it in a minuto, kay?
I'm going camping at the end of this month and I am excited about that. Alsooo...I'm going to a reality television convention, I hope. I am uberexcited. I can't wait to meet cool reality show rejects.
So...yeah, my old idiot @$$ boyfriend broke up with me. I'm cool with it, yo. You know, he didn't like the music I sincerely and genuinely loved..or the movies. So now I can Diddy and JT it up all I want. I can sing along with Rihanna and the Pussycat Dolls. You take those things for granted, you know. I also watch Kamikaze Girls at least once a week...and man, does it rock to watch any movie without worrying about someone trying to sneak kisses throughout it!
As for moving on...there are two guys out there I am kinda liking. I don't know if there's even the slightest possibility I could ever end up with either of them, but I dream anyway.
Guy number one actually does like me. And I like him. He's adorable and funny and smart and sweet. But he doesn't live in this town. >.< He thinks I'm cute...he's even called me beautiful! O.o and he always asks "What was Andrew thinking giving up a girl like you?" ^_^ I am glad he gave me up though. Otherwise I wouldn't get to talk at all to this amazing person. He calls me quite a bit. I can't always answer but when I do it makes me laugh a lot to talk to him. In a good way!
Guy number two thinks I'm rad but I don't think he likes me likes me, really . It's cool though. Some of my funnest memories were the little time I spent with him though. He's a hilarious guy. Again, there's an incredible distance. What up with that? & his into me-ness isn't anywhere as close to my into him-ness as it should be, but it's okay.
I guess Guy Number One takes the lead, even though they're both so unbelievably sweet and perfect.
I'm such a dreaming dork. & yes, I met both these guys at the anime convention. ^_~ I'll probably meet the love of my life through anime. Is that wierd? I don't care. There was a wedding at the most recent convention between two people who met there and they were so awesome. It was so sweet. Heck, I didn't know the people and I was crying. It was beautiful. The wife was Holly and I actually worked with her the next day with the fashion show [I was a model! XD]...she is sooo sweet and amazingly beautiful!!! Like O.o wo.
& oh yeah, Lisa Furukawa stopped before the end of the concert and said in front of God and everybody, "Is Tabitha here?" I was on the front row and raised my hand and was like "I'm right here! O.o" and she was like "Oh, there you are! I want to sing "The Lizard and the Turtle" for Tabitha!" YES...that's my favorite Lisa song. XD I was sooo happy. This is a true story..though I still feel like it was a dream. She signed my poster "Thanks for being so sweet." You're welcome, Lisa. You're welcome. ^_~
Okay, the downside of life: my face has broken out a bit so I put that Differen stuff on so now my face is dry and burning. >.<
But gosh, it feels good to be uploading these songs that I truly love! <3 I can listen to all this Disney music and hip hop and J-pop...I'm no longer limited to listening to only banjo, guitar, piano, and mandolin music. Don't get me wrong, those things are great but GOSH I need a lot of POP in my life!
You know? I don't think anyone reads my Xanga...it's okay though. I do enjoy to chitchat to it. Maybe someone will stumble upon this someday and be like "O.o This chick rocks!"
So if YOU are that person...HELLO.. It's nice to meet you! & follow your dreams! & I love you! & if you ever need anything, I am right here. Drop me a line! E-mail me! Write me! Send a message in a bottle to me! Tie a letter to a balloon! Send letters by pigeon or owl! Just get in touch with me! <3 ...Unless you're a perv, in which case - pretend you've never came across this because I will get immediate perv vibes and won't give you the time of day. :)
Do you like the new layout? It's all shiny and sunny.
Okay, I'm feeling crazy. How's about a 25 song shuffle!
1. Someday - B*Witched
I love this song. It reminds me of me so much - always dreaming. This song mentions moonbeams, rainbows, teacups...all the things that are constantly floating around in my head. The only line I don't agree with is "Don't tell me I'm a dreamer cause I don't wanna know." I AM a dreamer and I love to hear it.
2. Sweet Surrender - Sarah McLachlan
Wow, this makes me nostalgic. I bought the B*Witched "Awake and Breathe" CD the same time I bought this CD (along with the Christina Aguilera debut and the 3 of Hearts CD)...I spent that whole night listening to all of the CDs and eating popcorn along in my room. It was one of the best days of my life. I love love love this song so so so much.
3. I Can't Tell You - Yoko Ishida
I know this song really meant a lot to me at one time but to be honest, I can't remember exactly who I was thinking of. I think I know...but it doesn't seem like I've been listening to Yoko that long. Hm... Well, it was important to me at one time and that's all that matters. It is pretty.
4. Immortality - Donny Osmond
Wow, I hope no one walks in here to find me looking up pictures of Donny Osmond. Tehe. This song is beautiful. I love Donny's voice. This song makes me want to cry.
5. Just Like You - Hannah Montana
Since Graduation, I've been going through like quarterlife crisis or something. I can't leave behind these poppy things like Disney Channel. I went ape one day about this and went to SamGoody and bought Hannah Montana, High School Musical, and two Hilary Duff CDs. The hip chick at the register was probably like O.o and was probably shocked I had a license and a checkbook. I'm not thirteen, contrary to popular belief. I wish I was though. Hey, I'll play along. I love Hannah Montana.
6. Monday Morning - Maria Mena
After my first breakup, I spent every single night listening to Maria Mena and feeling like she was the only one in the world who understood me. I'll never ever forget those nights. They were what can only be described as the beautiful melancholy of being young and me. These songs are so special to me and make me want to cry everytime I hear them.
7. The Getaway - Hilary Duff
I heard this song for the first time this morning when I was with Mama, so it is special to me. It's a pretty clever song also.
8. Come Closer - Marit Larsen
Aah...I remember field trips on the way to Nashville, singing this so long and driving Heidi crazy. That was so much fun. I just wanted to promote Marit and my soul any way I could. Gosh, she's adorable! ^_^
9. Immortality - Celine Dion
This song again. Just as beautiful as always. I don't know who's rendition I like more. But it's just a lovely lovely song that makes me feel tenderhearted everytime. <3
10. Why - M2M
Ahh...when Marit and Marion were so young and so sweet. I will never ever forget the magic of M2M. Wow, Shuffling makes me so teary-eyed!
11. Free Up Your Mind - Emma Bunton
Even this makes me want to cry! I love Emma! <3 & Pokemon rules. This does make me happy though.
12. Deep River - Utada Hikaru
This song is simply beautiful. I'll never forget making a mix CD for Morgan. I didn't really know "Deep River", but I put it on the mix. Morgan told me just a few days after that she had been learning it so I started listening to it and now it's one of my favorite Utada Hikaru songs. A good Utada Hikaru listen isn't complete without it.
13. Power of Love - Yoko Ishida
I love all of Yoko's songs. Why? On the Christmas morning I got these I took a good nap, all the while listening to lovely Yoko. It was beautiful dreaming.
14. Miracle - Cascada
Cascada makes me want to para para like a crazy person. I love her voice and I don't even mind that most her songs sound similar...they're all great to me...and I know that I'll love them all.
15. Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy - I'm not even gonna attempt to spell this name. It's the guy who did the Nutcracker.
Did you know I was in the Nutcracker at the Drama Center when I was a little girl? I was a candy cane. ^_^ That was magical.
16. Trauma - Ayumi Hamasaki
Aaah...this lovely para para song! Ayumi teaching the dance is SO cute. Seriously, it's the cutest thing ever seen with human eyes.
17. Someday My Prince Will Come - Ashley Tisdale
This is my anthem. It may sound silly, but this song gives me sooo much hope for me and my future! <3
18. When There Was Me and You - Vanessa Hudgens
I haven't quite learned to take this song seriously yet but I do love Vanessa.
19. What If - Lene Marlin
I don't think I've ever really listened to this whole song but I've always kept it around because it sounds cute.
20. Magic Man - Heart
Eh...my Daddy likes this one. This isn't of my choice.
21. Miracles Happen - Myra
This makes me happy. The best Disney days were the Myra days! My Myra CD is still so special to me.
22. Sha La La - The Cooler Kids
"What are you doing the rest of your life?" I LOVE that line. This song is chill. I'm glad I gave this album a second chance.
23. I Wish - Hilary Duff
This song rocks.
24. Don't Say You Love Me - M2M
Cute. Not my favorite, but cute! <3 Memories...
25. Love For All Seasons - Christina Aguilera
This is a sweet song.